Words i didn’t say out loud

Dear Jasmin ⚘, We finally meet again in the way i would never expect. I didn’t think i would get to see you again this soon. I really didn’t. I went out with no plans, no silent hopes (maybe just a little), just another normal day. But somehow, the universe has its own way of crossing paths that were never meant to stay apart for too long. Well, my instinct can't never go wrong. Seeing you there felt unreal. It was one of those moments where the world suddenly slows down and everything else fades into the background. I didn’t know what to do or say, but my heart knew exactly what it was feeling. I’ve missed you, quietly and constantly, in a way words could never quite explain. and then, out of nowhere, you were there again, like a soft reminder that maybe some bonds don’t fade easily. I was caught between being surprised and deeply touched that you remembered me. My name, My face, everything. It sounds small, but to me, it meant the world. After all this time, i never thought you w...

Today feels heavier than i thought it would. It’s strange how something that made me so happy could leave such an ache the next day. Yesterday felt like a dream. One of those rare, quiet dreams you never want to wake up from. Everything about it felt right. Familiar, warm, and safe in ways i can’t even put into words. And now that it’s over, i keep replaying it in my head. The way everything just fell into place, how time slowed down for a while, how the universe seemed to say, “here, this is the moment you’ve been waiting for.” It’s crazy how something so simple could linger this long. How one small moment can replay in your head like your heart’s trying to live it again. i wish i could turn back time, just to feel that calm one more time. To laugh a little longer. To stay in that space where everything felt right, even if it was just for a while. I don’t know why, but i miss it already. I keep wishing i could turn back time, just to relive those few minutes again. To walk through the...

Dear blog, Today i finally met the person I’ve been writing about here. Yep, it's Jasmin. I’ve been wanting to meet Jasmin for so long. For years, the thought of crossing paths again stayed quietly at the back of my mind. I always knew where ⚘ were, but maybe i just never had the courage to show up. It’s strange how sometimes the heart knows what it wants but still hesitates when the moment finally comes. Today, i just go for it. I didn’t plan to, but god’s plan was kinder. Somehow our paths crossed again, at the exact moment when i wasn’t even trying. The universe finally works when you finally stop forcing things. And there ⚘ were, standing right in front of me. Familiar, yet somehow softer. Seeing that familiar face again felt surreal. Three years ago, i could barely hold a glance, and now here i am, standing close, smiling, laughing, like the universe pressed play after a long pause. ⚘ was the sweetest and full of warmth i didn’t know i needed. So different from the version i u...