Even in Silence, It's You
Dear Jasmin ⚘, Honestly, I’m not surprised that my fourth post will still be about you. It feels like I dedicated this whole blog to you haha. Lately, I’ve been dreaming of you more often. So often that I’ve lost count. Even last night, you were there again. Maybe it’s because I think of you too much when I’m awake, and when I finally close my eyes, my mind just continues the same story with you in it. It’s like you never really leave my mind, not even for a moment. Sometimes the dreams feel so real that I wake up with a heart that aches, wishing I could stay asleep just to be with you a little longer. Every single day, without fail, you linger in my head. Every place I go, I find myself hoping to see you. Even if it’s just by chance, even if it’s just for a second. My thoughts keep circling back to you. It’s like you’ve carved a permanent space in my mind, and I don’t even know how to erase it, or if I even want to. Most of the time, whatever I choose to do, it somehow leads back to y...