A Timeline I Never Expected
Dear Jasmin ⚘, I used to pray for something small. Just to sit with you, talk with you, exist in the same space without feeling like the universe was playing a game with my hopes. I thought that was already too much to ask. But somehow, life gave me more than anything i ever imagined. Even until now, I still can’t fully believe how close we have become. Sometimes I catch myself pausing, replaying moments, just to make sure this is real. How we went from you barely even recognize who I am, and me being too afraid to even approach you, to laughing casually in your house like it has always been this way. To texting you before bed like it’s the most normal thing in the world. To inviting you out and not feeling like I am asking for something impossible anymore. There was a time when even the thought of sitting down for a meal together felt impossible. I never thought I’d be the person you’d think of when you see something fun, something gen z-ish, something meant to be...